We shall never cease from exploration
And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time. – T.S. Eliot
You say to me, “I can’t believe this, but I had a look at my old notes, and this new idea I’ve had for this course is actually an idea I had, like, two years ago!”
You say to me, “I’m so embarassed to tell you this, but I’ve realised where I actually want to be is back in my Day Job.”
You say to me, “I’m back at the first business idea I came up with! Why do I have to be so indecisive?”
You tell me this like I’m supposed to pick you up by the scrap of the neck and shake you like a puppy, yelling. As if you are the puppy, sitting shamefaced next to a spreading patch of dampness on the rug.
But you (and T.S. Eliot, except not really) are wrong. You aren’t coming back to the same place. You haven’t gone wandering off to end back where you came from.
Because progress is a spiral, remember? You are coming back to a place that feels familiar, because it’s the same spot on the spiral.
Except this time… you’re a level further up.
This time you have the resources to actually implement the idea you had two years ago.
This time you can articulate the problems that urged you to leave your Day Job in the first place, and know how to make sure they don’t happen again.
This time you’ve quietly filled in the tiny holes in your plan so the new business is actionable.
It’s working. It’s working.
You’re doing it right.
Now go away and kick some more ass.